Have you ever had someone look at you in amazement and say, "I don't know how you do it!"?
Today, as I was leaving the church to go for a run, a dear friend said those very words to me. She was referring to my running, which, honestly, is hardly more than a belabored trot. I am quite possibly THE WORLD'S WORST committed jogger. Yes, I go faithfully. But its not pretty.
How do I do it? Messily. Awkwardly. Imperfectly.
I do it only by the grace of God.
If I had to be GOOD at it, I wouldn't go.
I am learning that God's grace doesn't enable me to do all things excellently. It enables me to do excellent things. Do you see the difference?
Oh, how the enemy used to paralyze me with perfectionism. If I couldn't be the smartest, the best, or the fastest then I didn't want to play. How prideful is that?
Then I began to understand grace.
Grace opens the door so that humility can enter in, and finally, FINALLY, I am set free to do the things of God. I don't do them perfectly. I just do them, leaving the perfecting to Him.
"How do you do it?"
By grace and grace alone.
Today, as I was leaving the church to go for a run, a dear friend said those very words to me. She was referring to my running, which, honestly, is hardly more than a belabored trot. I am quite possibly THE WORLD'S WORST committed jogger. Yes, I go faithfully. But its not pretty.
How do I do it? Messily. Awkwardly. Imperfectly.
I do it only by the grace of God.
If I had to be GOOD at it, I wouldn't go.
I am learning that God's grace doesn't enable me to do all things excellently. It enables me to do excellent things. Do you see the difference?
- Leading a women's prayer meeting in French is an excellent thing to do--even if I do it imperfectly.
- Running a few times a week is an excellent thing to do--even if I do it awkwardly.
- Loving people in our community is an excellent thing to do--even if I do it messily.
Oh, how the enemy used to paralyze me with perfectionism. If I couldn't be the smartest, the best, or the fastest then I didn't want to play. How prideful is that?
Then I began to understand grace.
Grace opens the door so that humility can enter in, and finally, FINALLY, I am set free to do the things of God. I don't do them perfectly. I just do them, leaving the perfecting to Him.
"How do you do it?"
By grace and grace alone.
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